There are plenty of enjoyable sports available to choose from- cricket, tennis, tenpin bowling, snooker….. So, as I stood on the start-line of the Trafford 10km in sideways sleet and hail, I wondered ‘why the f*&k did I choose 10km running?’.
Even within the sport of running 10km is a cruel distance. You can’t run steady like in a half marathon. It isn’t over quickly like a 5km. No, you have to run in horrible discomfort for the best part of 40 minutes. If you are racing in the UK anytime between October and April then you can factor in some shocking weather too.
I have to be honest. Over the last month I have thought about abandoning this sub-35 minutes challenge. I had flu. Yes, proper flu not man-flu, which meant no exercise for 13 days. Then a busy 2 weeks of work travel. All of this meant very little progress and when I ran a recent Borders league race for Helsby at Birkenhead Park I could only average 6 minute 13 seconds per mile for 5.3 miles. That’s only just under 39 minute 10 km pace. In other words, way off the goal of sub 35 minutes. Who would really care if I gave up? And do I really care if anyone cares? I could just ride my bike and do the occasional jog for fun…..
The thing is during some recent runs I started to get ‘that feeling’. The feeling when you go for a run and it starts to feel easier. When you realise that just the tiniest bit of fitness is coming back; that the mile times at jogging pace are starting to drop. That’s when the running addiction comes back. You start wondering what times are possible. You get angry with your current level of fitness and the fire in the belly reignites. There’s no way that I am giving up. There’s still 6 months to go.
Trafford 10km was the first 10km in my schedule. I entered it ages ago, impressed by the fast times from last year. After 2 decent weeks of running nearly every day I thought that sub 38 minutes was a realistic goal. The aim was to run as close to 6minute miles as possible.
During my 2 mile warm-up jog I could tell that there were some seriously good athletes there. You can just tell by the way the top runners move and how lean they look. I positioned myself in the first 70-80 athletes in the start pen but when the gun went off I couldn’t believe the pace that everyone took off at. An absolute stampede. I had that feeling of knowing that I had gone off too hard but not being prepared to slow down.
The first mile felt way too hard and I was expecting to see something in the range of 05:40 on the watch so when I saw it was only 05:58 for the first mile I immediately thought ‘if that’s what 05.58 feels like, how the hell am I going to keep up 06.00 per mile?!’.
During mile 2 the sleet and hail started. We were running through huge puddles of water on the road. I was working too hard for so early in the race. My watch vibrated and showed 6.00 exactly for mile 2. Some runners started to go past me.
During mile 3 I can remember thinking that it felt like I was pacing myself for 5km (3.1 miles) not 10km and that I could gladly stop here. The rain was still lashing down.
I decided before the race not to let any negative thoughts take hold and to immediately challenge them. During mile 4 a voice in my head started to tell me to slow down; that I hadn’t done enough training to be running at this pace. I shouted it down and pushed harder. My strategy now was just 1 mile at a time. Get to 5 miles then to 6 miles and then suffer through the final 0.2 miles. Little rises in the road started to take their toll. I was using the resulting downhills to recover rather than to push on. The group in front started to get away. I was in no-mans land. My breathing was too laboured for this point in the race.
Even when I am unfit, one thing I have always been good at is ‘putting myself through the mill’. Going ‘into the red’. I remember having ringing in my ears and nearly blacking out during a 10km about 10 years ago! I always feel confident I can push past my fitness. 5-6miles really hurt. I started to look for kilometre rather than mile markers. Just get to 9km I told myself! The run in to the finish seemed to take forever. I crossed as the finish clock turned 37:30. My exact time 37:29. Although my slowest ever 10km time, I was really pleased that it was significantly under the goal time of 38 minutes. I had remembered the the answer to my question in the first paragraph- the euphoria that follows pushing yourself to your physical limit.
The quality of the field was unbelievably high. The winning time was 29:26. 112 people ran under 35minutes. I was 173rd out of 1226 and 29th out of 130 Veteran 35’s. Laura Weightman broke the women’s course record with 31.59. Being part of such a brilliant field was inspirational. I drove home thinking about how I can knock more time off.
My average mile pace was 6 minutes 4 seconds per mile. To run sub 35minutes I need to run 5 minutes 38 seconds i.e. 26 seconds per mile faster. That is a huge improvement required in 6 months. I wouldn’t get good odds from the bookies.
However, I still feel really positive. The reasons are that I have run 37:29 despite:
-no track work or any interval training at all
-very low weekly mileage
-being ill
-eating and drinking too much!
The plan is to address all of the above. In particular to start to hit the track for some 10km-specific sessions, as well as add easy running to build the volume up. I still have 10kms in the diary before my big 4-0 in September. Plenty of time.
Next up, Cheshire 10km in 2 weeks time. With a decent couple of weeks of training maybe I can get closer to 37:00. Onwards and upwards!









